change in plans!
alright so arianes car isnt going to be ready to go until tuesday so were either leaving tuesday or wednesday. called my manager and let her know the deal i said i wasnt sure when id be back but she said i have a job waitin for me whenever so thats always nice. im so excited, i know i just went on vacation but it already feels like i need this one so bad! autumns meetin us up there too so it just gets better and better! i couldnt be more stoked about a trip but at the same time im kind of nervous. if i didnt make it clear in my last entry... im actually thinkin about movin up there with ariane. the offers there im just not sure how to go about it quite so soon. ive never even been to california so its unrealistic to just decide to live there. im gonna go check it out, even though everyone says im gonna love it id rather take it from my own opinions ha. an all expenses paid cross country road trip. DOES IT GET ANY BETTER?! plus i love ariane i know were gonna have an amazing time and dont worry ill keep everyone posted.
i told him we cant be together and we should just be friends. its one of the hardest things ive ever had to do. its just really shitty because he wont let it go and he keeps trying... like it already isnt hard enough i mean come on. its not fair to either of us and im pissed for letting myself get in this situation in the first place.
i told him we cant be together and we should just be friends. its one of the hardest things ive ever had to do. its just really shitty because he wont let it go and he keeps trying... like it already isnt hard enough i mean come on. its not fair to either of us and im pissed for letting myself get in this situation in the first place.