me myself and i!
IM HOMEEEEEEE! :)
it was almost funny how homesick i was but honestly it was more ridiculous than anything. i had the time of my life, let me just say my family knows how to partyyyy! between jimmys grad party, my cousins birthday and just me being on vacation we found quite a few ways to have some fun. it was a lovely vacation and i loved spending time with the people i love by blood ha. kasia and big jim are gonna be home wednesday so lets just say the vacation continues... i dont have to work and i have the house to myself!!! no parties i dont think im going to have anyone over i just love being able to do whatever i want. last night i came home at 6 in the morning just because i could and it was my first night home- i had to go spend time with EVERYONE ha.
they say absence makes the heart grow fonder and i came home to some crazy shit. i have a lot of guy friends that i love but quite a few of them are trying to take it to a different level. its really fuckin awkward because honestly i dont feel the same way, i only see platonic relationships with them. honestly i dont even want to be in a relationship with anyone right now! i wish i could be, i really do, but theres not one guy i could see myself with. thats a lie, theres 2 to be exact but one i could never take it to the level... the friendship is just too great. and the other i shouldnt even consider im such a stupid girl but hey i cant lie the boy has got me sprung!
thursday my new life starts. im getting a new job, a 9-5 to keep me outta trouble and oh yeah im going to school to get my LPN. im quitting smoking, im only drinkin once in a while and lets just say my social life isnt going to be as glamorous as id like. but hey ive been talkin for months about gettin my shit straight and im sick and tired of being a deadbeat. its time for change i need to get shit right.
i missed everyone so much im just so fucking happy to be back in st pete. its true i really dont think i could ever move away from here... this is my home!!!! :)
this post was refreshingly honest.
it was almost funny how homesick i was but honestly it was more ridiculous than anything. i had the time of my life, let me just say my family knows how to partyyyy! between jimmys grad party, my cousins birthday and just me being on vacation we found quite a few ways to have some fun. it was a lovely vacation and i loved spending time with the people i love by blood ha. kasia and big jim are gonna be home wednesday so lets just say the vacation continues... i dont have to work and i have the house to myself!!! no parties i dont think im going to have anyone over i just love being able to do whatever i want. last night i came home at 6 in the morning just because i could and it was my first night home- i had to go spend time with EVERYONE ha.
they say absence makes the heart grow fonder and i came home to some crazy shit. i have a lot of guy friends that i love but quite a few of them are trying to take it to a different level. its really fuckin awkward because honestly i dont feel the same way, i only see platonic relationships with them. honestly i dont even want to be in a relationship with anyone right now! i wish i could be, i really do, but theres not one guy i could see myself with. thats a lie, theres 2 to be exact but one i could never take it to the level... the friendship is just too great. and the other i shouldnt even consider im such a stupid girl but hey i cant lie the boy has got me sprung!
thursday my new life starts. im getting a new job, a 9-5 to keep me outta trouble and oh yeah im going to school to get my LPN. im quitting smoking, im only drinkin once in a while and lets just say my social life isnt going to be as glamorous as id like. but hey ive been talkin for months about gettin my shit straight and im sick and tired of being a deadbeat. its time for change i need to get shit right.
i missed everyone so much im just so fucking happy to be back in st pete. its true i really dont think i could ever move away from here... this is my home!!!! :)
this post was refreshingly honest.