im feelin this!
i guess i never realized what a ridiculously complex person i am. ive always thought of myself as a pretty simple, straight forward kind of gal. ive always thought that i wasnt a jealous girl. ive always thought that by the time i was 23 id be finished with school with a husband and kids i adore. ive always thought the day i turned 18 id move out of my parents house and get my own place.
.... and here i am.
i feel like everything ive always believed in has just gone right out the window. its almost like im living a fucking lie except not that dramatic.
tonights justinas going away party and im so sad because i love her and how can my pillar of strength keep me strong when were just so far away?!
i have a crush on a very nice boy that my parents would love. weve been hanging out a lot lately i have so much fun with him for real. he even kissed me goodnight the other night! i guess well just see where this one goes we all know im battin 1000 in this department...
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.... and here i am.
i feel like everything ive always believed in has just gone right out the window. its almost like im living a fucking lie except not that dramatic.
tonights justinas going away party and im so sad because i love her and how can my pillar of strength keep me strong when were just so far away?!
i have a crush on a very nice boy that my parents would love. weve been hanging out a lot lately i have so much fun with him for real. he even kissed me goodnight the other night! i guess well just see where this one goes we all know im battin 1000 in this department...
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