killing me softly!
i hadnt talked to him since the fight.
saw him at work let me let ya know how awkward that was- he pretended like i didnt even exist...! he called me last night and asked me to come over. i went to wildsplash that day we were havin the after party at gabes plus i was drunk and i wasnt tryin to say something i was gonna regret. i didnt even call him back. i dont think he realized how hard it was for me to not call him or text him these past few days. it sucked going to his house just to see brian and not even spending any time with him. but i think the worst was when we had that thunderstorm and all i wanted to do was go lay in bed with him i just wanted him to hold me and this time i swear i wouldnt have even cared if we watched stupid sportscenter like always! he called me today and told me how much he missed me and how i should come over when he gets off so we can have a talk and work things out. that was a really hard phone call. ITS NEVER GOING TO WORK AND I WISH HE WOULD STOP MAKING IT HARDER THAN IT ALREADY IS...
....fuck life fuck everyone fuck ignorance fuck bullshit fuck everything....
whaaaaaaat the fuck this shit sucksssss :(
saw him at work let me let ya know how awkward that was- he pretended like i didnt even exist...! he called me last night and asked me to come over. i went to wildsplash that day we were havin the after party at gabes plus i was drunk and i wasnt tryin to say something i was gonna regret. i didnt even call him back. i dont think he realized how hard it was for me to not call him or text him these past few days. it sucked going to his house just to see brian and not even spending any time with him. but i think the worst was when we had that thunderstorm and all i wanted to do was go lay in bed with him i just wanted him to hold me and this time i swear i wouldnt have even cared if we watched stupid sportscenter like always! he called me today and told me how much he missed me and how i should come over when he gets off so we can have a talk and work things out. that was a really hard phone call. ITS NEVER GOING TO WORK AND I WISH HE WOULD STOP MAKING IT HARDER THAN IT ALREADY IS...
....fuck life fuck everyone fuck ignorance fuck bullshit fuck everything....
whaaaaaaat the fuck this shit sucksssss :(
