I HATE FRIDAY THE 13th!!!!!
Wow yesterday sucked complete ass! At school I had to take 4 tests, one of which I failed. I forgot my lunch money yesterday so Kelsey let me borrow 2 bucks to get food. Lunches are getting better and better every day. They are so fun! We just mess around and do nothing lol. I pinched Ryan Esparzas nipples again today hahaha! Hes so funny. Yeah so anyways After school I was talking with Ashley and Sara about hanging out this weekend. So then I talked to Kristie and were gonna hang out today. Im not too sure if Im gonna spend the night there though, because I need a mental health day... Now getting to the bad part. I really wanted to go to the Galleria Mall but my mom was like rawr! But I eventually talked her into letting me go see a movie there... but we ended up not doing that either. Me, Tony, and Tony played in Sharper Image and I broke everything. Damn spedishness. We met Tony T.'s g/f and some other people, So we went and ate at Red Robins and Tony K was having a cell phone race... once again... damn spedishness. So we wandered around and Tony T and his g/f made out in that photo booth thing. haha. Ok so Tony T was driving us home and I licked Tony K's ear muahaha. I got home and we kissed goodbye. I was all happy and then Tony K gets on and this is the story:
DaRk BlitZ 16: i feel all freaked out
CrackaJack81: why lol
DaRk BlitZ 16: kiss.... memories...
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: stab self
DaRk BlitZ 16: arg
CrackaJack81: :'(
CrackaJack81: im sorry
CrackaJack81: i wont do it again
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: well i did it first
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: i felt weird
CrackaJack81: im sorry!!!!!
DaRk BlitZ 16: its not ur fault
CrackaJack81: yes it is... *sigh
DaRk BlitZ 16: no its not
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: its not at all ur fault
CrackaJack81: i wish u were happy
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
CrackaJack81: beeee happpyyyy
CrackaJack81: come on
CrackaJack81: spedishness
DaRk BlitZ 16: eh
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
CrackaJack81: dammit im sorryyy
DaRk BlitZ 16: im not sad
CrackaJack81: god i ruin everything
DaRk BlitZ 16: it just weirded my out a lil
DaRk BlitZ 16: no u dont
DaRk BlitZ 16: Lucy even says that
DaRk BlitZ 16: i think i make ppl feel as if they ruined it
DaRk BlitZ 16: which makes it my fault...
CrackaJack81: noooo
CrackaJack81: ok happy thoughts
CrackaJack81: i love ears
DaRk BlitZ 16: ew u licked my ear
DaRk BlitZ 16: lol
CrackaJack81: lol
CrackaJack81: muahaha
DaRk BlitZ 16: it felt weird
CrackaJack81: ok i wont do it again
DaRk BlitZ 16: no
DaRk BlitZ 16: in like a good way
CrackaJack81: lol
CrackaJack81: ok
CrackaJack81: well then i will do it again
DaRk BlitZ 16: lol
DaRk BlitZ 16: k
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: I just dunno what to do
DaRk BlitZ 16: im just bleh
CrackaJack81: :-(:-(:-(:-(:-(
CrackaJack81: what do u mean u dont knwo what to do
DaRk BlitZ 16: I dunno
CrackaJack81: yes u do tell me
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just have so many mixed emtions
CrackaJack81: spill
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like i dunno if I can move on
DaRk BlitZ 16: and stuff
CrackaJack81: u can seriously u can
CrackaJack81: u dont want to thought
DaRk BlitZ 16: and it just feels so awkward kissing someoneelse
CrackaJack81: im sorry
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like bleh
CrackaJack81: it feels weird likeing u alot and knowing u like someone else
CrackaJack81: *sigh
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: see
DaRk BlitZ 16: ...
CrackaJack81: see waht
CrackaJack81: why dont u just forget it
CrackaJack81: and move on
CrackaJack81: do u want to
CrackaJack81: why are u still holding on like its there
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: see, I make u all weird cuz i still like Lucy
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean i dunno
CrackaJack81: well...yeah
DaRk BlitZ 16: well i dont like her
DaRk BlitZ 16: i love her
DaRk BlitZ 16: its like a big difference
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz like
DaRk BlitZ 16: liking is like ooo i want to get with her
DaRk BlitZ 16: and loving is liek caring and stuff
CrackaJack81: yeah i know...
CrackaJack81: why did u tell me ur like ready for a relationship
DaRk BlitZ 16: i thought I was...
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunnno
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
CrackaJack81: because honestly i dont want to be the rebound chyk i just wanted to be someone u liked
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
CrackaJack81: its ok... i mean i guess u cant really help it
DaRk BlitZ 16: maybe I shoudlnt be with u?
DaRk BlitZ 16: like cuz i know now that im not
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: but i mean i dunno...
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just don't feel connected
DaRk BlitZ 16: like bleh
CrackaJack81: is that because of just me or is that because of ur still not disconnected with her
DaRk BlitZ 16: i think its cuz im not disconnected
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like I dunno, just i kinda dont like stoner pplz too
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like i wouldnt want to be caught with like ur friends if like cops came
DaRk BlitZ 16: if anything
DaRk BlitZ 16: u know
CrackaJack81: omg im not a stoner
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: i know
DaRk BlitZ 16: i didnt say u were
CrackaJack81: kwat the fuck
DaRk BlitZ 16: ur friends
CrackaJack81: no no no
DaRk BlitZ 16: like
CrackaJack81: kristie...romy tiffany
DaRk BlitZ 16: kristy, tiff, romy
CrackaJack81: thats all
CrackaJack81: u havent even met my real friernds
CrackaJack81: that ive known forever
DaRk BlitZ 16: i know...
CrackaJack81: *tear
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean I still like u n stuff
DaRk BlitZ 16: but I kinda get guilt
DaRk BlitZ 16: u know
CrackaJack81: i wish u could just get over her
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean i think i am
DaRk BlitZ 16: but i think im not
CrackaJack81: like its not like the fact that u still liek her that bugs me its just that i want to be with u but now u dont think we can
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: its really hard
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just cant love u....
DaRk BlitZ 16: i think
DaRk BlitZ 16: and I just dunno if a relationship is good right now
DaRk BlitZ 16: i guess
DaRk BlitZ 16: im not sure
DaRk BlitZ 16: im just so confused right now
DaRk BlitZ 16: and just bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz like i still want toi be friends u know
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz u care n stuff n i care bout u n stuff
CrackaJack81: just friends *sigh* hardest words to hear
DaRk BlitZ 16: ...:\ im sorry
CrackaJack81: so theres no chance ever
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunno what else to say
DaRk BlitZ 16: maybe in the future but im not sure
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz like i dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean i feel bad tellgin u all this stuff
DaRk BlitZ 16: but im tryign to be honest u know
DaRk BlitZ 16: liek what if i end up liking someoneelse
DaRk BlitZ 16: n stuff...
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
DaRk BlitZ 16: i feel horirble
DaRk BlitZ 16: im so sorry....
DaRk BlitZ 16: i feel like crying...
CrackaJack81: eh
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: :-( plz dont say that
sorry its kinda long but yeah so that ended Friday the 13th... fun aint it? I hate life it needs to go away. Seriously this sucks!
DaRk BlitZ 16: i feel all freaked out
CrackaJack81: why lol
DaRk BlitZ 16: kiss.... memories...
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: stab self
DaRk BlitZ 16: arg
CrackaJack81: :'(
CrackaJack81: im sorry
CrackaJack81: i wont do it again
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: well i did it first
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: i felt weird
CrackaJack81: im sorry!!!!!
DaRk BlitZ 16: its not ur fault
CrackaJack81: yes it is... *sigh
DaRk BlitZ 16: no its not
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: its not at all ur fault
CrackaJack81: i wish u were happy
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
CrackaJack81: beeee happpyyyy
CrackaJack81: come on
CrackaJack81: spedishness
DaRk BlitZ 16: eh
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
CrackaJack81: dammit im sorryyy
DaRk BlitZ 16: im not sad
CrackaJack81: god i ruin everything
DaRk BlitZ 16: it just weirded my out a lil
DaRk BlitZ 16: no u dont
DaRk BlitZ 16: Lucy even says that
DaRk BlitZ 16: i think i make ppl feel as if they ruined it
DaRk BlitZ 16: which makes it my fault...
CrackaJack81: noooo
CrackaJack81: ok happy thoughts
CrackaJack81: i love ears
DaRk BlitZ 16: ew u licked my ear
DaRk BlitZ 16: lol
CrackaJack81: lol
CrackaJack81: muahaha
DaRk BlitZ 16: it felt weird
CrackaJack81: ok i wont do it again
DaRk BlitZ 16: no
DaRk BlitZ 16: in like a good way
CrackaJack81: lol
CrackaJack81: ok
CrackaJack81: well then i will do it again
DaRk BlitZ 16: lol
DaRk BlitZ 16: k
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: I just dunno what to do
DaRk BlitZ 16: im just bleh
CrackaJack81: :-(:-(:-(:-(:-(
CrackaJack81: what do u mean u dont knwo what to do
DaRk BlitZ 16: I dunno
CrackaJack81: yes u do tell me
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just have so many mixed emtions
CrackaJack81: spill
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like i dunno if I can move on
DaRk BlitZ 16: and stuff
CrackaJack81: u can seriously u can
CrackaJack81: u dont want to thought
DaRk BlitZ 16: and it just feels so awkward kissing someoneelse
CrackaJack81: im sorry
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like bleh
CrackaJack81: it feels weird likeing u alot and knowing u like someone else
CrackaJack81: *sigh
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: see
DaRk BlitZ 16: ...
CrackaJack81: see waht
CrackaJack81: why dont u just forget it
CrackaJack81: and move on
CrackaJack81: do u want to
CrackaJack81: why are u still holding on like its there
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: see, I make u all weird cuz i still like Lucy
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean i dunno
CrackaJack81: well...yeah
DaRk BlitZ 16: well i dont like her
DaRk BlitZ 16: i love her
DaRk BlitZ 16: its like a big difference
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz like
DaRk BlitZ 16: liking is like ooo i want to get with her
DaRk BlitZ 16: and loving is liek caring and stuff
CrackaJack81: yeah i know...
CrackaJack81: why did u tell me ur like ready for a relationship
DaRk BlitZ 16: i thought I was...
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunnno
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
CrackaJack81: because honestly i dont want to be the rebound chyk i just wanted to be someone u liked
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
CrackaJack81: its ok... i mean i guess u cant really help it
DaRk BlitZ 16: maybe I shoudlnt be with u?
DaRk BlitZ 16: like cuz i know now that im not
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: but i mean i dunno...
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just don't feel connected
DaRk BlitZ 16: like bleh
CrackaJack81: is that because of just me or is that because of ur still not disconnected with her
DaRk BlitZ 16: i think its cuz im not disconnected
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like I dunno, just i kinda dont like stoner pplz too
DaRk BlitZ 16: and like i wouldnt want to be caught with like ur friends if like cops came
DaRk BlitZ 16: if anything
DaRk BlitZ 16: u know
CrackaJack81: omg im not a stoner
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: i know
DaRk BlitZ 16: i didnt say u were
CrackaJack81: kwat the fuck
DaRk BlitZ 16: ur friends
CrackaJack81: no no no
DaRk BlitZ 16: like
CrackaJack81: kristie...romy tiffany
DaRk BlitZ 16: kristy, tiff, romy
CrackaJack81: thats all
CrackaJack81: u havent even met my real friernds
CrackaJack81: that ive known forever
DaRk BlitZ 16: i know...
CrackaJack81: *tear
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean I still like u n stuff
DaRk BlitZ 16: but I kinda get guilt
DaRk BlitZ 16: u know
CrackaJack81: i wish u could just get over her
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean i think i am
DaRk BlitZ 16: but i think im not
CrackaJack81: like its not like the fact that u still liek her that bugs me its just that i want to be with u but now u dont think we can
CrackaJack81: :-(
DaRk BlitZ 16: its really hard
DaRk BlitZ 16: i just cant love u....
DaRk BlitZ 16: i think
DaRk BlitZ 16: and I just dunno if a relationship is good right now
DaRk BlitZ 16: i guess
DaRk BlitZ 16: im not sure
DaRk BlitZ 16: im just so confused right now
DaRk BlitZ 16: and just bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz like i still want toi be friends u know
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz u care n stuff n i care bout u n stuff
CrackaJack81: just friends *sigh* hardest words to hear
DaRk BlitZ 16: ...:\ im sorry
CrackaJack81: so theres no chance ever
DaRk BlitZ 16: i dunno what else to say
DaRk BlitZ 16: maybe in the future but im not sure
DaRk BlitZ 16: cuz like i dunno
DaRk BlitZ 16: i mean i feel bad tellgin u all this stuff
DaRk BlitZ 16: but im tryign to be honest u know
DaRk BlitZ 16: liek what if i end up liking someoneelse
DaRk BlitZ 16: n stuff...
DaRk BlitZ 16: im sorry
DaRk BlitZ 16: i feel horirble
DaRk BlitZ 16: im so sorry....
DaRk BlitZ 16: i feel like crying...
CrackaJack81: eh
DaRk BlitZ 16: bleh
DaRk BlitZ 16: :-( plz dont say that
sorry its kinda long but yeah so that ended Friday the 13th... fun aint it? I hate life it needs to go away. Seriously this sucks!