you know its not love. . .
today was a horrible day. . .
woke up, went to one class, didnt feel good so I came home, slept for like 4 hours, then went to work. . .felt like shit there, came home, and here i am. blah. . .
and yeah, life just seems to be kickin me in the ass. i have so many ups and downs recently, i dont know what to do. i think i want one thing, but then i think about it and then i know i want another thing. i think these feelings are genuine. . .but i dont know, my mind is goin in circles. i cant stop thinkin about it. i wish life were simple like in middle school, everything was black and white. . .nowadays there are far too many shades of grey.
anyways, just needed to write some shit. . .im headin out for a little. . .gotta clear my mind.
more later...
woke up, went to one class, didnt feel good so I came home, slept for like 4 hours, then went to work. . .felt like shit there, came home, and here i am. blah. . .
and yeah, life just seems to be kickin me in the ass. i have so many ups and downs recently, i dont know what to do. i think i want one thing, but then i think about it and then i know i want another thing. i think these feelings are genuine. . .but i dont know, my mind is goin in circles. i cant stop thinkin about it. i wish life were simple like in middle school, everything was black and white. . .nowadays there are far too many shades of grey.
anyways, just needed to write some shit. . .im headin out for a little. . .gotta clear my mind.
more later...