hollow empty divide. . .

[crackah]

when it rains it pours. . .seriously. how come everything in your life has to happen all at once, nothing can just come gradually. i feel like the walls are just caving in on me. . .it fucking sucks. i wish i didnt have to live at home, i wish i could talk to someone about certain things in my life, but i cant. i swear, the bush lyrics describe me perfectly. "i'm never alone, i'm alone all the time." i have so many friends that talk to me and hang out with me. . .but inside, im still completely alone. i know this sounds cryptic, but thats the way its supposed to be. theres just some things people cant know. . .i always put on such a front to let people know that i am ok, and that i'm outgoing and a great person, but deep down i am miserable. i just want it to go away.

i've said enough