m.b.w.
I have put my heart out and it had been picked up played with and left behind. If I can trust one more person again, it would be a definite last. I think I've grown cold hearted, yet yearning for that one love more than ever. I've been scared all my life, and now I see that I can be okay, alone on my own forever. And that is how it just is.
Time is running out. And I don't know what to say or do. I might have cared for him all this time, but I see how much an empty shell I've become. Only he could make it through. And he too, is he not over it, will he find me just in satisfaction. I'm so below and so have disappointed. No esteem for an ego, and I just want to be loved. Time is running out, and I always put my heart on the line.
But this is not the place. But maybe I just want things that make people run away. To care for someone and for them to care about me.
All I can say is thank you for everything.
Time is running out. And I don't know what to say or do. I might have cared for him all this time, but I see how much an empty shell I've become. Only he could make it through. And he too, is he not over it, will he find me just in satisfaction. I'm so below and so have disappointed. No esteem for an ego, and I just want to be loved. Time is running out, and I always put my heart on the line.
But this is not the place. But maybe I just want things that make people run away. To care for someone and for them to care about me.
All I can say is thank you for everything.