Happy Birthday?
IDK...
Today is KiBum's birthday...
I though (as YeBum is my OTP) that... today i'd be so excited and I would write something for him and... so many stuff...
But I just don't feel like praising him, I don't feel like saying 'Happy Birthday' to this person who seems not to care anymore for us fans.
When did I start not giving a shit about him? I don't know.
I don't even miss him anymore.
SuperJunior for me... has turned into a 14 member band. I don't miss him in the crowd, I can't feel his absence.
In fact... it feels weird when he's actually there (When has he actually been there, anyways?)
Where are his acting lessons? I wanted... something more, some proof that all this time without him was not in vain... But for it seems... it was in vain. Wasn't it?
From this girl... no excitment over your day Mr. Kim KiBum, for you've ceased to amuse me.
I hope at least right now he's spending some time with the members (which I highly doubt but... if my wish is strong enough it... may cross through his mind or something?). I hope he knows that... I (and I'm sure is not just me but let's just put it like this) am very disappointed.
I no longer expect him to do something about it.
But ok...
Happy Birthday, missing boy.
Make a comeback before we all forget you.
Time is running fast.
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