happy girl, pick that pencil up.

[craaash_]

i cant write a damn line when the smile on my face isn't forced.

i can't remember the last time i was honestly this happy. consistent. i can see much clearer.

so im re building the parts of my life i neglected during my 5 months of boderline suicide.

i am so dissapointed in myself for getting that out of hand.

i don't ever ever ever wanna be like that again. no matter what happens.