im happy
today has been a good day. i went over 2 angie's and we went swimming. it felt so good. we came from the pool after about 2 hours and treated ourselves 2 chinese food. wow, i havent had that in a long time, it was so good! i miss my drink i threw away now even tho that was like 8 hours ago. lol. i think i'll go make sum koolaid. there was a really bad thunderstorm 2day. it was good sleeping weather which i still got none of but that's ok. i talked 2 mykal 2day. its still feeling good 2 hear him sound happy.we talked for about 3 hours and sumthin. and it was nuthin but joy for me. i wanted 2 c him 2nite. but i kinda dont want 2 push it so i sent him a text and i told him he could reply if he wanted 2 but still no recieved text :'(. but its ok, im kinda happy still. or at least it didnt make me sad, let me just put it like that. he doesnt affect my sadness side that much no more. i think i just still talk 2 him for my feel good. he makes me smile.