and it was like for the first time--everything hit.
this is a selfish entry except at the bottom :)
ah okay I apologize in advance. whew so much has happened. some with me and some WITHOUT me. and may i add that i dont know what i want. i thought i had it all figured out but who am i kidding. ofcourse i have goals to reach but as for like the male species..I have no clue. and maybe this is good because i mean im only a freshmen. i think this semester ive felt rushed and like OMG IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME, when really im good. i hope im on track?! haha but its nice to have friends. oh boy is it nice :) i have sooo much fun all day at school like THE TIME OF MY LIFE :-D and then ofcourse what do I do. haha im not happy with what i have. im never pleased, i always want more. ill like a boy and then they will like me back and suddenly I dont like them anymore and i want something more. its insane, I know I know :-/. but actually I did find one guy that i almost WANTED to like me back. i was pretty sure of this but then its like whenever he was super friendly to me i was just like :-I. and then when id be all super friendly to him and he was just :-I. but we are gonna be friends maybe..right now its at an awkward stage. AWKWARD wow that word cant seem to describe certain relationships in my life right now. but im still so happy with all other aspects of my life. its just those few boys. and even though this one persons news didnt make me :) im still happy that he told me, I needed to hear it, "FACE REALITY" which sucks FYI. and the one person who truely needs to read this wont..grrr. and most of you know that im pretty trusting and like i eat up every word they say and maybe im learning not to? maybe i need to be more protective. but we will see what happens.
um okay Ive decided that I really miss my brother. a bunch. only like 2 of you know whats going on right now. but i do miss our talks and our laughs. but now he has a girlfriend so ofcourse shes always there. and i love her too its just i kinda miss him chasing me around the house and him making fun of me. haha i just sounded so stupid.
now for the GREAT news:
please comment or let me know if
a) you like GreenDay :) and
b) your parents would allow you to go to the concert on april 20th (its on a wednesday in charlotte)
just a thought...THANKS GUYS!
ah okay I apologize in advance. whew so much has happened. some with me and some WITHOUT me. and may i add that i dont know what i want. i thought i had it all figured out but who am i kidding. ofcourse i have goals to reach but as for like the male species..I have no clue. and maybe this is good because i mean im only a freshmen. i think this semester ive felt rushed and like OMG IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME, when really im good. i hope im on track?! haha but its nice to have friends. oh boy is it nice :) i have sooo much fun all day at school like THE TIME OF MY LIFE :-D and then ofcourse what do I do. haha im not happy with what i have. im never pleased, i always want more. ill like a boy and then they will like me back and suddenly I dont like them anymore and i want something more. its insane, I know I know :-/. but actually I did find one guy that i almost WANTED to like me back. i was pretty sure of this but then its like whenever he was super friendly to me i was just like :-I. and then when id be all super friendly to him and he was just :-I. but we are gonna be friends maybe..right now its at an awkward stage. AWKWARD wow that word cant seem to describe certain relationships in my life right now. but im still so happy with all other aspects of my life. its just those few boys. and even though this one persons news didnt make me :) im still happy that he told me, I needed to hear it, "FACE REALITY" which sucks FYI. and the one person who truely needs to read this wont..grrr. and most of you know that im pretty trusting and like i eat up every word they say and maybe im learning not to? maybe i need to be more protective. but we will see what happens.
um okay Ive decided that I really miss my brother. a bunch. only like 2 of you know whats going on right now. but i do miss our talks and our laughs. but now he has a girlfriend so ofcourse shes always there. and i love her too its just i kinda miss him chasing me around the house and him making fun of me. haha i just sounded so stupid.
now for the GREAT news:
please comment or let me know if
a) you like GreenDay :) and
b) your parents would allow you to go to the concert on april 20th (its on a wednesday in charlotte)
just a thought...THANKS GUYS!