Aug 28, 2007 15:32
Today I got into a really bad car accident, and for those who consider me their friend; I am lucky to be alive.
At 7:45 I was heading out to school, I drove passed Cooper Elementary and a cop pulled me over, gave me a warning for going 30 in a 20. If I didnt mention it before my speedomeder is broken and most of the time it is at 0.
10 minutes later as I was arrivng to school; I was about to make a left hand turn so I drove to the middle lane, looked ahead before making a turn. I thought, "Ok no cars comming", so I was making my turn when out of nowhere a Tahoe came and hit my passengers side, my windows shattered, my rearview mirrow was flew and hit me in the face. When the windows shattered they hit me in the face. No injuries, but my lip was busted and I bled a little and a few scratches on my arms.
When the car was comming my thought was, where did this car come from?
as the car got closer, I thought, I will most likely die from this.
My parents want to kill me dearly, oh yes, more than they would care to see me alive. Stupid freaking car insurance bill is going to go up.
should I be alive? This year has been terrible, I lost someone who was like my best friend, I lost my scholarships and so much more.
Every morning I think to myself, If I die it will be ok, sure enough my family might be sad for a little while. The friends that I've got might feel a little loss. Jerk face is a jerk but I still love him and think of him as a friend.
I hate you 2007. Fuck you 2007.
crying,
sad,
car accident,
death