Guilty ~ Alexander/Dongho
Title: Guilty
Author: cr187
Pairing: Alexander/Dongho
Rating: PG
Summary: Alexander was aware of the fact that what he was doing was wrong. Society had defined it since his youth that there were limits - that there were lines not meant to be crossed. Especially between men.
Alexander was aware of the fact that what he was doing was wrong. Society had defined it since his youth that there were limits - that there were lines not meant to be crossed. Especially between men.
Dongho caught his eye from across the room - the first break from his phone since U-kiss had entered the studio. He raised a tentative hand before pulling out his iPod.
Six years, a voice whispered across his mind as Alexander watched the younger boy closely. You're stealing his youth.
It wasn't me, he whispered back, unable to tear his gaze from across the room.
You didn't give him a choice.
Alexander closed his eyes and put his face between his hands. His heart felt heavy, unable to defend against his own mind's accusations. Yet taboo was an addicting flavor.
Fingers gently grabbed his chin and pulled it upward, Alexander stared helplessly up into Dongho's black eyes. The light behind the younger boy illuminated his features, white headphones dangling from his ears, and Xander couldn't stop his heart from speeding up.
"Hyung," The words left Dongho's lips and Alexander instinctively ducked away from his hold. The cushion dipped next to him and the younger boy's warm body molded to his.
"Don't." Alexander commanded, facing the opposite direction while playing with the ring on his finger.
"Don't what?" Dongho asked assertively, leaning forward to try and see his face. A hand made to grab his chin and he smacked it away unable to keep a straight face at the younger boy's grin. But the smile fell as quickly as it came as he took in how young Dongho actually looked.
"I feel so guilty all the time." The words came unexpected from his lips and he gazed at a mirrored expression of shock on Dongho's face. "I-I mean-"
But the words were cut off by soft lips on his own. Alexander's eyes immediately scanned the room as he jerked back but Dongho's hands were suddenly on his neck and holding him with an unexpectedly strong grip.
When Dongho finally pulled back there was a knowing smile on his lips.
"We don't have enough time to feel guilty."
Alexander ran a hand through his hair. "Aren't I supposed to be the older one?"
"Age doesn't mean a thing. I like you - it's as simple as that." Dongho put his headphones back in his ears and stood up, dancing to an unknown song as he went back to his chair.
Like always, Alexander missed the warmth of the younger boy next to him, but for once there was no guilt among his emotions. Dongho raised an eyebrow and smiled.
Alexander couldn't help but smile back.
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"You saw that right?" Kibum's eyes were wide as he hid around the corner. Soohyun stared blankly before them, nodding in response. "What do we tell the others?"
"Well," A wicked grin crossed Soohyun's face. "At least we now know why Alexander's 'tailbone' was in so much pain that one time."
Kibum groaned.
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First time posting here/writing a U-Kiss fanfic! Enjoy!