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cr0ss_it_0ut

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May 21, 2006 00:03

i'm mad
mad
mad
mad
mad
mad
mad
mad
mad
i'm not very good at being mad
mad
mad
mad
so i'm doing this to get less mad
mad
mad
mad
it's not working
it's just making my fingers hurt
and the computer hurts my eyes

i'm done
this entry is stupid
ignore it

Comments 10

123limbo May 21 2006, 04:48:04 UTC

i was about to call you on my way home,
but i thought you might be sleeping.
but i guess you weren't.
but none of us intentionally left you there
(as i'm sure you didn't intentionally hit my car)
& none of us were like "oh i hope marcella & mattie don't come"
nor did we think "mattie's house is lame, let's leave"
because we didn't think of that at all
& we didn't think that you would think of that at all,
but i don't know, you might've.
i'm just trying to see where you're coming from,
which i do & i felt really bad,
but i didn't drive to the place either
so i couldn't come back & get you or whatever
& if nobody else wanted to,
well it's kind of understandable because we were already there.
but we shouldn't have just driven off without making sure erryone had a way to get there,
but we figured since marcella had a car & a license that it wouldn't be a problem if she drove,
or if it was that she would've called her mom before 2 seconds before we were leaving.
i guess we are just all big jerks.
♥

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123limbo May 21 2006, 13:29:15 UTC

sarah is the one who told me you did.
she said you told her.

cr0ss_it_0ut May 21 2006, 06:16:32 UTC

i didn't realize i hit your car
sorry
hope i didn't screw it up too bad
it was what i was trying to avoid

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boombox_beats May 21 2006, 04:58:03 UTC

i thought about calling you when i got home but
i didnt know what to say and i didnt know if you
would be awake. but i dont know what time you wrote
this so you very well could be sleeping. but no one
thought like "oh lets all leave real quick before
mattie and marcella can leave" because suzanne and i were
the last ones out and i personally thought you were coming
right along after. and i dont want you to think that
we werent having fun - we were but i feel like you were really upset
that everyone was leaving in the first place. i felt really
bad that this whole situation happened because i love you.
but there was also not really anything i personally could have
done about it - considering well. i have no car or license.
but it was kind of careless that we didn't stay to make sure that
everyone had a ride and everyone left. but i kind of thought that
since marcella was still there she would have taken you but i guess
that ended up not working out either. and i'm sorry you were upset.

i love you though just know that.

boombox_beats May 21 2006, 04:59:19 UTC

oh and p.s. i just posted that
and then saw suzanne commented too
and said almost the same things.

weird.

cr0ss_it_0ut May 21 2006, 06:18:10 UTC

marcella wasn't still there
she left too

boombox_beats May 21 2006, 17:27:09 UTC

when you called me, she was on the phone
with suzanne still around the corner from
your house.

xxledzeppelinxx May 21 2006, 17:05:27 UTC

Sorry if this is harsh, but there's really no reason for you to be so mad. It was an accident, and I really don't see what the big deal is.

cr0ss_it_0ut May 24 2006, 00:14:18 UTC

the big deal is that it pretty much happened cause you all just left

and then i called and was crying
and no one called to see if i was okay
and no one rang the doorbell when everyone went to get in their cars
or anything that i know i as a friend would have done

and you know you'd be pissed if you hit your car too