Subject? Nevar.

Oct 26, 2004 20:32

FROM THE XANGA:

Apperciation is a fickle, fickle thing. It's also one of the most likely things to fuck you in the ass. To clarify, against your will, incase anyone reading this swings that way.

Example 1: Not apperciating something till it's gone

Right now, I'm in the middle of a pretty big downer. I've left all my old friends behind, for a batch of people I don't like as much. I've also doubled my school workload. Sad thing is, it was all my choice.

I miss everyone, well the people I like, so damn much. I didn;t think it would be this bad, but it is. I just want to see everyone again, and have it be like the good ol' days. Man, I think of the opportunites that are gone forever, friendships, and everything. All compromised to a place I'm not enjoying.

I sort of wish I never even applied. But what's done is done, and I can't turn back now.

why

Example 2: People not realising what they have

While I could go on about how I had everything in Ocean, I'll take a different path.

People tell me this all tihe time. They tell me how they think their life is terrible, even though they have so many great things going for them. I realise I'm not so bad off! I'm smart, I'm not hideously ugly, I'm remotely funny; but it could be a lot better

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I still don't know what to do about this damn dance on Friday. I hate them with a firey passion, rivialed only by my hate for....something. I figure it would be better if I actually went with someone, but I have no one to go with. No one to ask.
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