Kick out the jams motherfuckers ! Yeah! I, I, I, I, I'm gonna I'm gonna kick 'em out ! Yeah !

Mar 21, 2005 07:44

I wanted to title this post "Viva La Revelation!"
But that would only sound cool and then I wouldnt really have a revelation to share. Oh well.
So this previous week has been my spring break and a pretty good one at that. Thursday was Mikki's St Pattys party, mine was Saturday. Also this Saturday was interviews for scoutcamp this summer. Then this Sunday a bunch of us went to go see Against Me at the Green Door. Other things happened on the other days of the week, including drinking with Kevin Doug Addy and Roy over at Kevin and Dougs. But nothing really notable besides those events Ive already listed.
As of this morning my car is completely dead, I spent over half an hour this morning trying to start it so I could make it to school. Needless to say it didnt start. If this continues this will be a big problem. Without a car I cannot make it to school. Without a car I cannot continue my job hunt, and even if the places Ive already applied to were to call back, there is no way for me to show up. I know I could bum rides here and there when its conveniant to my friends, but considering my near extreme money situation and approaching exams at school, I need a working car at my disposal 24-7. I dont really want to dwell on my money problems and have you read about them so much, but its just hard to keep it out of my mind.
Damn, Im really looking forward to this summer. A chance to get away from Norman drama and annoyances. Aside from my stress lack of sleep chain smoking heavy drinking and all of tha,t things over all arent too bad. I lead a pretty good life. But I just need my break, Im not from here and thats always stuck with me, that regardless of how much I like it here, this isnt my town. The three of us should have a good time at SlipperyFalls.
I havent spent much time at all over at some friends place lately, and I think I know why. I hate getting that feeling that Im acting like a parent. I know that I have no say in what the kid does, but I cant help but feel protective of her. I also had this feeling this weekend when a different younger friend at my party was making stupid decisions and I ended up sending her home early. When someone you feel protective of starts making bad decisions and wont see that shes doing so, it starts to wear on you. I dont like drama, so its easier to stay away regardless of how much I want to hang out with my friends like we were doing only a month or two ago. Look Tiger, I know you read my journal, Im not posting this to piss you off this is just me venting. Cards all out on the table, this paragraph is nothing you didnt already know that I felt.
Long story short, kids shouldnt drink when they arent able to handle it mentally or are unable to recognize that they shouldnt drink.
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