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Fading
By: Jason Mick
June 2006
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Am I myself
I had ask myself again today
Or someone else else?
Did my self all burn away
From this hell?
I cast myself deep into
So someone else
Didn't get the chance to
Throw away
Their best years of their life
And now I don't know if I'm alive.

Everyone I know
Are slipping too fast to far away
Like shadows
The suns burning them away
I wish I could
Catch them by the hand
Because I'm pretty sure
They're the only people
Who could maybe understand
That who I really am
Is who I used to be
But I wonder would they
Even recognize me
So I consent
To see them
In a year
And by then
I'll probably have disappeared
I'm pretty sure
That I'm getting gone.

Am I myself?
I ask each morning to my mirror
And the answer
Is what I truly fear
Who is this man
Staring back at me
Was it too hard
To choose to be
Awake
In a world made of earth and blood
I feel my sky
Crumbling from above
And my hands bend until they shake
A strangers bones
Trembling in my wake
Where did I go
Will I ever be coming back
Home just seems to far away

Easier
It feels easier
Not thinking these kinds of things
Easier
It feels easier
Not caring what tomorrow brings
Easier
It feels easier
If I'm not the one to hear
Easier
It feels easier
Maybe
I'm glad I disappeared.

Yea that wasn't my story...but oh well, I wrote most of this a month ago, and wanted to finish it. Hope you like it.

Sincerely Me