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Recently I was diagnosed with depression, by a psychiatrist, mind you, not an internet questionnaire.
So, mum is supportive, so are tutors.
SO WHY THE FUCK, ARE MY TWO CLOSEST FRIENDS, ACTING LIKE IT'S NOTHING? I KNOW I'VE BEEN DIFFICULT, AND EASILY UPSET, BUT WHAT. THE. FUCK? I'M DEPRESSED GODDAMNIT, STOP ACTING LIKE NOTHINGS HAPPENING, IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE!
Seriously! I've told them I'm depressed. One I reckon shrugged his shoulders, shoved me neatly into the 'everyones depressed' heap and the other friend, did much the same thing, claiming 'some of my friends have gone through depression too'.
So what am I supposed to do? I can't watch my back all the time in case I accidentally upset someone. That's part of what made me depressed in the first place!
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
I know it's a bad idea, but tomorrow, if he starts on me I'm going to tell him to fuck off. I know it's wrong, and that it'll upset him, and I know I've been doing it alot recently. Hell he always manages to find something I say in some way offensive to him. So this time I'm going to be blatant about it, because he picks up on stuff I don't even consider worth an argument over, let alone a snippy comment.
*Sigh* I think, tbh, that the only friends I've got are my mum, my cat, and the few online folks who talk to me, (make that one of two BronzeTigress - thank-you so much for being around) not to mention the ones I dream up to entertain myself when no-ones around, which is more often than not.
*phew* Hopefully going out on tuesday with some old friends will pick things up.
So, mum is supportive, so are tutors.
SO WHY THE FUCK, ARE MY TWO CLOSEST FRIENDS, ACTING LIKE IT'S NOTHING? I KNOW I'VE BEEN DIFFICULT, AND EASILY UPSET, BUT WHAT. THE. FUCK? I'M DEPRESSED GODDAMNIT, STOP ACTING LIKE NOTHINGS HAPPENING, IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE!
Seriously! I've told them I'm depressed. One I reckon shrugged his shoulders, shoved me neatly into the 'everyones depressed' heap and the other friend, did much the same thing, claiming 'some of my friends have gone through depression too'.
So what am I supposed to do? I can't watch my back all the time in case I accidentally upset someone. That's part of what made me depressed in the first place!
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
I know it's a bad idea, but tomorrow, if he starts on me I'm going to tell him to fuck off. I know it's wrong, and that it'll upset him, and I know I've been doing it alot recently. Hell he always manages to find something I say in some way offensive to him. So this time I'm going to be blatant about it, because he picks up on stuff I don't even consider worth an argument over, let alone a snippy comment.
*Sigh* I think, tbh, that the only friends I've got are my mum, my cat, and the few online folks who talk to me, (make that one of two BronzeTigress - thank-you so much for being around) not to mention the ones I dream up to entertain myself when no-ones around, which is more often than not.
*phew* Hopefully going out on tuesday with some old friends will pick things up.