I want to drownd.......
I think it would be beautifule.......to watch the world go bye from under the water! I think it would be pecefule!
Ps. can you get addicted to sleeping pills? They say on the bottel non habbit forming but I swear to god I can't sleep with out them! Well actually I switched to the allergy pills (and they don't say) cuz it has the same amount of dyphenhydramine as the sleeping pills I was taking and its way cheeper! plus now my allergys are better too so two birds with one pill...ha ha (well one kind)
Some times I just wanna like turn off my phone......Lock my bed room door......and take my sleeping pills (recomended dose calm down) and sleep the whole day! Then I don't have to be.......HERE! or Awake!!
I hate when I get in these....like bad/depressing moods.....Thats when I get most crazy! Its like my whole attitude is "FUCK IT" I have to admit its always fun afterwords but...thats when I seem to get crasiest......and into the most trouble! Plus then I do things that are.....DANGEROUS....but I just don't care! Im kinda.......well im deffinatly in that mood now. And I have nothing to do tonight so that could be trouble!! Why do I do that?? Like hi im pissed or sad so now im gonna go do something that could get me killed............It makes me feel better!
HOLY SHIT.........My head hurts!!!!! (stress headaches....gotta love them)
Ps. can you get addicted to sleeping pills? They say on the bottel non habbit forming but I swear to god I can't sleep with out them! Well actually I switched to the allergy pills (and they don't say) cuz it has the same amount of dyphenhydramine as the sleeping pills I was taking and its way cheeper! plus now my allergys are better too so two birds with one pill...ha ha (well one kind)
Some times I just wanna like turn off my phone......Lock my bed room door......and take my sleeping pills (recomended dose calm down) and sleep the whole day! Then I don't have to be.......HERE! or Awake!!
I hate when I get in these....like bad/depressing moods.....Thats when I get most crazy! Its like my whole attitude is "FUCK IT" I have to admit its always fun afterwords but...thats when I seem to get crasiest......and into the most trouble! Plus then I do things that are.....DANGEROUS....but I just don't care! Im kinda.......well im deffinatly in that mood now. And I have nothing to do tonight so that could be trouble!! Why do I do that?? Like hi im pissed or sad so now im gonna go do something that could get me killed............It makes me feel better!
HOLY SHIT.........My head hurts!!!!! (stress headaches....gotta love them)