"I'm giving up.....trying to un-tangle my emotions....." -T.Petty

Oct 19, 2005 13:05

Still feeling the same way, it's like.....humm.....like.....I don't really know how to explain it.....Im just feeling "IT" a lot more lately! Its driving me crazy I wish you were here.....or that i was there..... espically the last couple of days, Its been raning, and I keep running this one night through my head when you were still here. It was.....A great night...when you guys droped jen and I off at home,the next morning... It was still raning.....the way I felt that moment is the same way I feel every time it rains now!

Its overwhelming.....Nothing here matters to me anymore! I quit hanging out with all but like 3 people and thats even rare.....I really want to get out of this place.....theres nothing keeping me here anymore. Don't know what to do? I wish someone would just give me some advice...I can't live with my step dad anymore espically with "our past" and everything thats happened over the last few months!

Its soo simple, I just love you! I WISH and WISH and WISH every night that was enogh
I just miss you soo much.....I love you.....I want to run to you through everything happy/sad, what ever.....I just want to kiss you.....and feel you.....and.....
I hate this!

look at the stars look how they shine 4

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