Oct 13, 2005 19:59
Ok so I was thinking today.....I want to make a wish for everyone in the world....My wish is that every person in the world isn't so blind that they miss the one moment of happieness in every day!!! Im soo not even joking guys I really do believe that there is 1 thing to smile about every single day!! Today my first smile and laugh was because of a funny funny e-mail My Donny sent me this morning so I re-posted it in my lj so maybe it will bring some one else their moment of happieness today!! I smiled and laughed a lot today.....It felt really good.
I have a sister named mandy
I told my step dad about my fine which is due on tuesday....HEs gonna pay it for me he didn't even yell at me he wasn't mad....nothing it made me cry but this time not cuz i was sad....just relieved! Im finnally looking up....Im have been soo stressed lately that I forgot how lucky I am! I have great friends I have found the one person I love more than anything ever and he and I are still friends which makes me smile every day!!! I have a great family even if they are spred out.....And I remembered how great it feels to smile and laugh....So fortinatly Im back to my good old absolutly wonderfule self....I know that sounds a bit concided but just ask everyone who knows me i am wonderful....the most important part is that now I remember that!!! lol you know its true!! To everyone who reads this im not sure any of you do but just in case don't miss your moment of happieness in every day I did for a long time and It made everyday seem unbarable.....I love you all some of you more than others one of you in a way I could never love anyone else EVER!! and one more of you like a sister....which to me you are and always have been!! Ps. thanks jen for talking to me on the phone when i cried about my melted icecream....lol....Any ways I really do LOVE all of you and I have high hopes for you night and day.......
Love always&forever,
Kat
i love life again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!