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OK so today work sucked. IT was really hard to get up at 3am this morning. Typically I can do it no problem but idk. today was different! Im still sick of my step dad and sister. Im still not celebrating the holidays so I offered to work them all. But my manager is dumb and wouldn't let me so im working thanks giving, christmas eve. (cuz were closed christmas) and new years. We close early that day to but im still not brining in a new year if its looking as shitty as this one was.....Jen you know what im talking about. A year is a long time to go without......Im not dooing it! I won't start another YEAR!! If its not gonna be started the right way...........ugh frustrated.
Also today.......work sucked...But im awsome and dominated. Then I got this weird message good weird though....ha ha put a smile on my face cuz I had just gotten off work and it was a shitty day. So my message was a Jimmi Hendrix song Purple haze I beleve but it was hard to make out. SO I thougt it was from my mom cuz I had missed a call from her. Then when I checked again when I got home it said Sweet Heart ("my donny")..ha ha funny I never changed the name. What eve....so then I was bumed cuz I missed his call. But happy that he did call. So I was gonna call him back but my phone is dead so I got on line and imed him but he seems buisy so I don't want to bother hime. IDK.........So yeah! Life is shitty once again but ..........I guess I should just get used to it cuz.......its gonna be this way for a while. A few things ONE in particular would make it all dissapear but........then were back to wishes are hope and hope is fucking dead. So yeah Till then im just gonna keep working my ass off because well........thats just a productive way to get my frustration out and for the most part it keeps my mind of of anything that doesn't have to do with work.....with the exception of.......and me day dreaming!
So Im going to get my nipples peirced this weekend!!! Im really excited ive been duying to do it forever! and I have work so thats gonna be fun. (wearing a braw) but fuck it!
Also today.......work sucked...But im awsome and dominated. Then I got this weird message good weird though....ha ha put a smile on my face cuz I had just gotten off work and it was a shitty day. So my message was a Jimmi Hendrix song Purple haze I beleve but it was hard to make out. SO I thougt it was from my mom cuz I had missed a call from her. Then when I checked again when I got home it said Sweet Heart ("my donny")..ha ha funny I never changed the name. What eve....so then I was bumed cuz I missed his call. But happy that he did call. So I was gonna call him back but my phone is dead so I got on line and imed him but he seems buisy so I don't want to bother hime. IDK.........So yeah! Life is shitty once again but ..........I guess I should just get used to it cuz.......its gonna be this way for a while. A few things ONE in particular would make it all dissapear but........then were back to wishes are hope and hope is fucking dead. So yeah Till then im just gonna keep working my ass off because well........thats just a productive way to get my frustration out and for the most part it keeps my mind of of anything that doesn't have to do with work.....with the exception of.......and me day dreaming!
So Im going to get my nipples peirced this weekend!!! Im really excited ive been duying to do it forever! and I have work so thats gonna be fun. (wearing a braw) but fuck it!