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So... of late I've done some serious thinking about things that have happened, and I have some important things to tell certain people. Some issues are of pressing importance now, some are kind of dragging up old (and hopefully resolved issues) that may bring them to a complete end...
It's just that I've realized something about someone that I once denied, but I know now it was (and is(?)) true.
And a few things are going on now that just make me want to say something.
These things aren't bad or anything... but they'll definitely bring me to a new chapter in my life... (yes i'm going to use a touchy-feely phrase, here it comes) a new chapter that in my "life journey" that i've been sorely without in my Senior year. I wanted to hold on to what's good, and get rid of what was bad, and I want to keep connections with those I value but have been on the rocks with.
After this weekend from hell, I need this. For the past few months i've been stuck somewhere between two pages, and i want to see what happens next. I don't know if i want to see the next page, because there may be more disaster on that page than there is good, but nevertheless, how can know what happens in the rest of the story if I never get there?
So, these people I have to say these things to (ambiguous, i know...). I have to find a middle ground on how to go about this. Being rash and 'just doing it' is like dropping the bomb and asking questions later. Being too slow only hurts my attempts to move forward. So, middle ground, as always with me... seems to be my answer.
Comments appreciated if you feel like it.
It's just that I've realized something about someone that I once denied, but I know now it was (and is(?)) true.
And a few things are going on now that just make me want to say something.
These things aren't bad or anything... but they'll definitely bring me to a new chapter in my life... (yes i'm going to use a touchy-feely phrase, here it comes) a new chapter that in my "life journey" that i've been sorely without in my Senior year. I wanted to hold on to what's good, and get rid of what was bad, and I want to keep connections with those I value but have been on the rocks with.
After this weekend from hell, I need this. For the past few months i've been stuck somewhere between two pages, and i want to see what happens next. I don't know if i want to see the next page, because there may be more disaster on that page than there is good, but nevertheless, how can know what happens in the rest of the story if I never get there?
So, these people I have to say these things to (ambiguous, i know...). I have to find a middle ground on how to go about this. Being rash and 'just doing it' is like dropping the bomb and asking questions later. Being too slow only hurts my attempts to move forward. So, middle ground, as always with me... seems to be my answer.
Comments appreciated if you feel like it.