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So I got another message from the ex last night. I sent him one back where I hope I explained myself clearly enough without coming off like a bitch. I wish I knew why he can't go more than 2 months without contacting me for one reason or another. I feel really bad for what happened, but I like my life right now. If we were still together, I wouldn't be having as much fun as I have been. I just don't know how to tell him in a way he understands that I've moved on and that it's not good for either of us to keep in contact right now. Yeah, it's hard to know that I may never talk to him again - he was a huge part of my life - but I know that we can't be good for each other, as friends or otherwise. I just don't trust him. I can't be friends with people I don't trust. I feel bad about it, but I did everything I could. Now I just wanna have a drama free life and have a great time with people I like. And if guys become drama, I'm just not gonna deal with it, or them. If that's bitchy, then oh well...but I realized that life is short and that I'll only be young once and I might as well live my life to the fullest now, because I may not have tomorrow.