this would be ironic if it was ironic...
Why is it sometimes, you really just are in non-winning situations. all the time. Like today. i finally get up the guts to ask out a girl i like, and she walks away when I ask for her number. god damn. am i too ugly? maybe my acne is bad, but is it that bad? maybe im not thin enough? so i need to loose more weight. a new hair cut? do i smell? i guess i just lack the charm of the average person. or something. what do i need to do to get a girl to like me? what do i lack? am i really as scarry as everyone makes me out to be? why do all the people i like NOT like me. damn it. god has a sick sense of humor. Oh, Jake got a girl to go out with him, but do I have any chance? no. this phuckin sucks. damn it all. and then you have a crush on someone and they are dating someone else. Gall damnit! i hate this shit. and now iTunes ate my fucking song. damn everything today. SHIT! I HATE EVERYTHING!