stick the knife in and twist
well seeing as i dont update alot ill just paste some of my myspace blogs and write a little somthing, I watched Jarhead today not a bad film in all fairness kinda changes my opinion on war though shore it's all fun wen it's going on but coming home and experiancing real life after it's like a come down off the ultimate drug and you cant get back up.. Ive been feeling like shit lately just my usual emotion tornado going on in my head lol the razor's looking all that much more tempting. We all need somthing to believe in unfortunately i have a habbit of thinking around and in and out of every subject so i can be a little cynical in that respect.. my advice if your depressed and lifes just going on and on like it then kill yourself ,your better off believe me. well that's just my opinion never ask me for a pep talk if you need one!! .
Today i woke up with a big fucking headache and decided to take some pain killers and watch a bit of tv (morning boredom) and there was some teen flick on as per fucking usual. But whilest in between watching
that sorting out my cd player my thought's were take back to all those school shooting's that have happened and how they piss me off. I don't see how you can feel it's necessary to gun down innocent's to make yourself feel better and how you think it's ok to end someone else's life out of your own bullshit self righteous ideal's. No one has the right to take someone elses life and no war isnt the fucking same you got war people are all there to fight wether they choose to or not thats why theyre there they signed the papers they chose that path. You dont go and kill innocent children to prove a point if so the only point your proving is that your cowards that deserve the most horrible fate imaginable.Id love to be able to catch bastard's like that just before they act with a gun in my hand and a smile on my face lol that's what this world needs vigilante justice or possibly somthing more...
It's true what maraliyn manson said about america's instability to function personally i cant go word for but i can give you my own theory's but id much rather debate them than throw out endless banter all i can say is we are completely different countries the people the function everything ..Im not saying i dont like american's because i do have american friend's and i like them theyre good people it's just sick that this shit actually happen's but the blame always falls down on society and the parent's .. what the fuck can be done? because i have yet to see anything work!..
trivium
''fugue''
As I stand at the edge of existence
Nameless shores of infinity
Perpetual unbirth unraveling distance
Clandestine truths unveiled
Inborn imperfections preprogrammed shells
Spawning from the maelstrom
Mechanical drones feeding from thy mother
God machine reproduce
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
All hail execution
As this dream comes to its grim end
Blind pray to God to make them men
As all hopes crumble truths unveiled
The world we know's an abysmal hell
Disturbed state of consciousness
Incessant black madness
Perpetual un-birth unraveling distance
Clandestine truths unveiled
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
All hail execution
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
All hail execution
well lol I got back home this morning knackered as hell lol but on the bright side i got to watch doom which was an awesome film. im single now which feels like a load off my chest cant say it happened under the best circumstances which was unfortunate but if somthings meant to work it will. ah fuck, off to work and on the awesome subject everyones practicing for the project alot more and its gona be awesome .
Today i woke up with a big fucking headache and decided to take some pain killers and watch a bit of tv (morning boredom) and there was some teen flick on as per fucking usual. But whilest in between watching
that sorting out my cd player my thought's were take back to all those school shooting's that have happened and how they piss me off. I don't see how you can feel it's necessary to gun down innocent's to make yourself feel better and how you think it's ok to end someone else's life out of your own bullshit self righteous ideal's. No one has the right to take someone elses life and no war isnt the fucking same you got war people are all there to fight wether they choose to or not thats why theyre there they signed the papers they chose that path. You dont go and kill innocent children to prove a point if so the only point your proving is that your cowards that deserve the most horrible fate imaginable.Id love to be able to catch bastard's like that just before they act with a gun in my hand and a smile on my face lol that's what this world needs vigilante justice or possibly somthing more...
It's true what maraliyn manson said about america's instability to function personally i cant go word for but i can give you my own theory's but id much rather debate them than throw out endless banter all i can say is we are completely different countries the people the function everything ..Im not saying i dont like american's because i do have american friend's and i like them theyre good people it's just sick that this shit actually happen's but the blame always falls down on society and the parent's .. what the fuck can be done? because i have yet to see anything work!..
trivium
''fugue''
As I stand at the edge of existence
Nameless shores of infinity
Perpetual unbirth unraveling distance
Clandestine truths unveiled
Inborn imperfections preprogrammed shells
Spawning from the maelstrom
Mechanical drones feeding from thy mother
God machine reproduce
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
All hail execution
As this dream comes to its grim end
Blind pray to God to make them men
As all hopes crumble truths unveiled
The world we know's an abysmal hell
Disturbed state of consciousness
Incessant black madness
Perpetual un-birth unraveling distance
Clandestine truths unveiled
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
All hail execution
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
Untruth is this my fate
Coerced my life laid to waste
All hail execution
well lol I got back home this morning knackered as hell lol but on the bright side i got to watch doom which was an awesome film. im single now which feels like a load off my chest cant say it happened under the best circumstances which was unfortunate but if somthings meant to work it will. ah fuck, off to work and on the awesome subject everyones practicing for the project alot more and its gona be awesome .