I'm Happy

[cpforever]

So today was pretty laid back. I feel a little sad but very content with life. My new addiction is listening to music on the radio and then downloading tons of songs by the same artist. Luther Vandross is amazing. I was listening to this R&B station bc they were talking about gay people and how when they came out and how their parents reacted. That is what kept me interested but I really liked the music. Anyways, Alyssa and I went to DQ after she got out of work and we went over to her house afterwards and she immediately started studying for her psyc exam. A little boring but I kept myself occupied with JUNANNA. That girl is the cutest little thing. After that I went home and around nine geggs came over and we chilled for a little while at mi casa. Then we got grande pumpkin spice lattes and we went over to his house and watched 'Who's line is it Anyway?". Then, sick of sitting around doing nothing, WE JAMMED. It was the first time in like three months that I actually played music with someone else. It was awesome. We eventually got too distracted and he took me home. I've been talking to people and everyone seems to think I need a girl. I DO. Future love, it's time. I like my current lifestyles, but I need that one person to hang with all the time and tell all my DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS. Only one knows those, and she's out of the picture now.

My stomach gets sick just knowing that I can't see you.

Love Ryan.