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is it comepletly pathetic that a guy i knew and really liked when i was like, 15, has dated since then, gotten laid, and moved on, but im still jealous?
i guess i'll never be happy until theres a club of guys htat just sit in the dark and cry over me....GOD thats so egotistical/insane.
I just wanna get married, have my babies...and fucking be happy. Or have the club, whichever comes first.
GOd im such a bitter bitch.
i really should stop reading hte books with the happily ever after ending. That shit doesnt happen, i sure as hell dont deserve it....i'll probably scare the guy off, him and hte goddamn horse he rides in on...or motorcycle..whatever.
i just remember the whole, sappy, teenage pathetic saving yourselves for each other.....yeah, didnt happen, im still waiting for someone worthy of sleeping with, hanging out with, tolerating even....
ah well, if i was the drinkin type i'd say bottoms up....and i drink bottled water soooo....bottles up bitches
i guess i'll never be happy until theres a club of guys htat just sit in the dark and cry over me....GOD thats so egotistical/insane.
I just wanna get married, have my babies...and fucking be happy. Or have the club, whichever comes first.
GOd im such a bitter bitch.
i really should stop reading hte books with the happily ever after ending. That shit doesnt happen, i sure as hell dont deserve it....i'll probably scare the guy off, him and hte goddamn horse he rides in on...or motorcycle..whatever.
i just remember the whole, sappy, teenage pathetic saving yourselves for each other.....yeah, didnt happen, im still waiting for someone worthy of sleeping with, hanging out with, tolerating even....
ah well, if i was the drinkin type i'd say bottoms up....and i drink bottled water soooo....bottles up bitches