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*rubs the back of my neck* im pathetic. I miss having someone be tortured over me, isnt that weird? I want someone to want me so bad that it hurts, just so that i can say no, haha, fuck off.
Ok, not really, but that seems to be the pattern i normally have. I do miss having somewhere to go on my days off and someone there waiting for me to show up, or at least waiting to hear from me all day. It makes me nauseous when they get that attatched, even when i want that.
im a sick fuck, and i deserve what i get, lol.
At least i admit it
Ok, not really, but that seems to be the pattern i normally have. I do miss having somewhere to go on my days off and someone there waiting for me to show up, or at least waiting to hear from me all day. It makes me nauseous when they get that attatched, even when i want that.
im a sick fuck, and i deserve what i get, lol.
At least i admit it