My mother
Okay-I love my mother...but,
I've always felt like she was competing against me. When I started wearing quit little outfits she decided to go out and by herself a new wardrobe. Now, I'm focused on school and so she's decided that she has to beat me at completing school. I told her that I qualify for my AA and instead of being happy she was "Oh, I qualify next semester." She knows that I'm really struggling because if I go to Sacramento State it means that I can't work full time and instead of trying to help me financially she's like oh well, things will be tight since I wanna go there too.
AAAAHHHH! My anger wells up so much sometimes that I can't help but cry. She makes me so mad. Can't she just let me be the child and she can try being the mother for a change. I need that from her and she's not giving that to me. It's hard to supply that for myself.
I've always felt like she was competing against me. When I started wearing quit little outfits she decided to go out and by herself a new wardrobe. Now, I'm focused on school and so she's decided that she has to beat me at completing school. I told her that I qualify for my AA and instead of being happy she was "Oh, I qualify next semester." She knows that I'm really struggling because if I go to Sacramento State it means that I can't work full time and instead of trying to help me financially she's like oh well, things will be tight since I wanna go there too.
AAAAHHHH! My anger wells up so much sometimes that I can't help but cry. She makes me so mad. Can't she just let me be the child and she can try being the mother for a change. I need that from her and she's not giving that to me. It's hard to supply that for myself.