Jan 10, 2006 11:53
I sent Kassidifique an e-mail a few days ago concerning things about us, and how we have been acting towards each other. It's not a constant thing, but it's there, and that bothers me. Perhaps I pay attention to things like that. Perhaps I pay attention to good things too much, and when I notice a negative, it destroys me. Maybe I trust people too much? I dunno, I have enough time to figure myself out, I shouldn't focus on that so often.
These past six months have been pretty intense, lotta stuff going on. I don't want to jeopardize so much emotional investment with a part of my personality that I can't stand sometimes.