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Hey guys,
It's been awhile since I've updated, i dont even know if this is like still popular or if myspace has just totally taken over? anyway i guess it doesnt matter i'm just here to write down a few feelings of mine so yea.
the past few weeks of school kinda of really suck and people have changed so much this year, not like i ever expected them to stay the same forever, although sometimes i wish some of us did. My mom and i were doing well for awhile now its a little choppy between us but im just trying to get through it and keep up with school and everything that is on plate. My. Gf has been helping me out alot but i feel like i'm not giving her the amount of attention she deserves but otherwise were doing great and she is keeping me sane and keeping me from jumping out a window. friends...wow what a whole differnt subject god i don't know any more i mean no one is talking behind my back (that i know of) but like i dunno some of them are just really hard to read. i know i kinda pushed them away and i realized that was a big mistake and im trying everything to get them back and to being able to chill like we used to be. this year is so hard, harder then i ever expected but theres not a chance that im going to just quit, i've gotten this far right? i might as well continue, hmm what else is new. swim just ended and it went pretty well im going to miss all the seniors tonight is the end of the year or season party which im looking forward to in a way. hmm so yea thats pretty muche everything in a nut shell since my last update, hope everyone is doing well and they enjoyed there halloween. catch up with u later,
Emily
It's been awhile since I've updated, i dont even know if this is like still popular or if myspace has just totally taken over? anyway i guess it doesnt matter i'm just here to write down a few feelings of mine so yea.
the past few weeks of school kinda of really suck and people have changed so much this year, not like i ever expected them to stay the same forever, although sometimes i wish some of us did. My mom and i were doing well for awhile now its a little choppy between us but im just trying to get through it and keep up with school and everything that is on plate. My. Gf has been helping me out alot but i feel like i'm not giving her the amount of attention she deserves but otherwise were doing great and she is keeping me sane and keeping me from jumping out a window. friends...wow what a whole differnt subject god i don't know any more i mean no one is talking behind my back (that i know of) but like i dunno some of them are just really hard to read. i know i kinda pushed them away and i realized that was a big mistake and im trying everything to get them back and to being able to chill like we used to be. this year is so hard, harder then i ever expected but theres not a chance that im going to just quit, i've gotten this far right? i might as well continue, hmm what else is new. swim just ended and it went pretty well im going to miss all the seniors tonight is the end of the year or season party which im looking forward to in a way. hmm so yea thats pretty muche everything in a nut shell since my last update, hope everyone is doing well and they enjoyed there halloween. catch up with u later,
Emily