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Havent been in the best of moods lately.
She told me she doesnt love me at all, or see me in any way other than friend last week. And then that maybe we shouldnt see eachother for a while, because she feels awkward atm since she knows I love her.
I feel like Ive been wasting my efforts. Like with GCSEs when you put in 110% effort, attend all the extra help classes, have tutors and do all your homework and coursework to the best of your ability and add all extra work in to boost your marks, only to get a fail at the end of the course.
Okay thats a lousy comparison but Im too pissed to think of a different one. At least that one wouldnt hurt so much.
Oh, and I found out she had sex with my mate Ross on sunday. Everyone knows hes been bragging how hed get her into bed one day, but I never thought he actually would. I thought it was just a joke, since hes the kind of guy to make all the cheesy, sex jokes and purposely pervy for amusement.
Apparently he was serious.
The line from Deadstar comes to mind "Why can't you sleep with someone who'll protect you"
and the chorus "You used to be everythign to me,
but im tired of fighting
tired of fighting."
God I love muse.
She told me she doesnt love me at all, or see me in any way other than friend last week. And then that maybe we shouldnt see eachother for a while, because she feels awkward atm since she knows I love her.
I feel like Ive been wasting my efforts. Like with GCSEs when you put in 110% effort, attend all the extra help classes, have tutors and do all your homework and coursework to the best of your ability and add all extra work in to boost your marks, only to get a fail at the end of the course.
Okay thats a lousy comparison but Im too pissed to think of a different one. At least that one wouldnt hurt so much.
Oh, and I found out she had sex with my mate Ross on sunday. Everyone knows hes been bragging how hed get her into bed one day, but I never thought he actually would. I thought it was just a joke, since hes the kind of guy to make all the cheesy, sex jokes and purposely pervy for amusement.
Apparently he was serious.
The line from Deadstar comes to mind "Why can't you sleep with someone who'll protect you"
and the chorus "You used to be everythign to me,
but im tired of fighting
tired of fighting."
God I love muse.