Bad day...
So today Cozi and I were suppose to help me and have me apply for jobs. It didn't go so well. First of all we woke up late lik 12 p.m. So that made me not want to bother. The second problem is my attitude. I am depressed and feel hopeless. I feel like it is stupid for me to even try because I know hospitals will reject me. I have been down this path before. I think a hospital job is the best thing for saving my RN career. The thing is previously I didn't apply to all the hospitals. So I really, really need to try. I need to adjust my attitude. Maybe it will happen if I try extra hard. I hope motivation happens soon. I worry about money already and it takes forever to get a job. Why isn't money enough motivation? I think it is because I don't want to end up in another stupid job that I hate.
One cool thing I learned about is on converse.com you can design you very own custom made converse. I went ahead and did it. I can't wait to get them in the mail in 4 weeks. It would be great if I had a job by then, but I doubt it.
I don't know how to rally a positive attitude.
That's all for now.
One cool thing I learned about is on converse.com you can design you very own custom made converse. I went ahead and did it. I can't wait to get them in the mail in 4 weeks. It would be great if I had a job by then, but I doubt it.
I don't know how to rally a positive attitude.
That's all for now.