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HEY. this is kaleigh. i'm very bored and mom didn't give me a car today soooooooo sex. uuum. i hate dora the explorer. my sister is wearing rainbow swinsuit with hearts and i want one just like it but i don't think they make them anymore. darby decided she either wants to be president of the united states, make movies, or study bugs. my house feels as if its 457839075843920785943 degrees. somehow i managed to survive the initial onset of extreme heat and now i have to die slowly. my fingers smell like dirt and popcorn, but if i can manage to steal anthony's cd for another few days then I'LL BE
BETTER THAN PEOPLE WHOSE NAMES START WITH "M". RAWRAWRARW. capslock.
kcolspac.
so now i'm thinking about my
future and all, and i wonder if i have any control over it. i don't know what i believe when it comes to fate, or predestination, or free will. the idea of predestination is much more comfortable given that it implies not having control over anything, and every decision we make has already been taken into account in the grand scheme of things so there's nothing that we could possibly do to change it. predestination allots room for laziness, and i like that.
free will is much less stable. i don't know if i want to go through life knowing that there could be any number of positive or negative ramifications from something as trivial as deciding what i want to eat for breakfast next tuesday. like, i wonder what my life would be like
if anthony never said anything to me at church, or if i had actually gone to soa when i was accepted in sixth grade. i don't want that responsibility and i don't want to the guilt of knowing that the things i do contribute to the lives of others.
END RAMBLING NONSENSEEEEEEEEEEE. what time is it?
this is anthony now.
syke.
i wish i had cinnamon toast crunch. my arm hurts because it almost fell out of it's socket when i woke up this morning. i like page breaks. TONS.
BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BETTER THAN PEOPLE WHOSE NAMES START WITH "M". RAWRAWRARW. capslock.
kcolspac.
so now i'm thinking about my
future and all, and i wonder if i have any control over it. i don't know what i believe when it comes to fate, or predestination, or free will. the idea of predestination is much more comfortable given that it implies not having control over anything, and every decision we make has already been taken into account in the grand scheme of things so there's nothing that we could possibly do to change it. predestination allots room for laziness, and i like that.
free will is much less stable. i don't know if i want to go through life knowing that there could be any number of positive or negative ramifications from something as trivial as deciding what i want to eat for breakfast next tuesday. like, i wonder what my life would be like
if anthony never said anything to me at church, or if i had actually gone to soa when i was accepted in sixth grade. i don't want that responsibility and i don't want to the guilt of knowing that the things i do contribute to the lives of others.
END RAMBLING NONSENSEEEEEEEEEEE. what time is it?
this is anthony now.
syke.
i wish i had cinnamon toast crunch. my arm hurts because it almost fell out of it's socket when i woke up this morning. i like page breaks. TONS.
BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1