To Maybe Answer Your Question of "Why?"
I'm sitting here in a hotel in Canberra, Australia listening to the Trainspotting soundtrack. Now to me this is a bit fitting. The reason being is this movie opened my eyes to the world atarge when I was fifteen. Yes, I know that it is a funny statement to make since this movie involves heroin usage and junkie life. Though we don't get to pick when realizations are thrust upon us or in what format they are presented in.
Now I have lived a pretty interesting life. Holding many different jobs, gaining many different skills, and living in many different places. This is more difficult to type out than I thought it would be. Plainly put I have been a good person and I have been a bad person. I pay my karmic debt when I have erred and learn from all my experiences. One of the most important lessons I have learned through out life is to have little or no fear. It's fitting since my family's Coat of Arms is "Sans Crainte". I guess the few brushes with death made me take measure on my own mortality and drove me to be more passionate about life. I do my best not to hold back things I want to say to people, because anything may happen to them or myself and I don't want to let the good things to be left unsaid. Even simple comments change the course of fate.
There is a question that hangs in the air in front of us all, "Is it better to live a short life full of experiences, or a long life that is dull and boring? I'm not inclined to be immortal, haha. Maybe Fate brought me here for a specific reason? It's possible. I'm not going to discount this possibility. I don't have any truck with religion, but I am a firm believer in Fate. Now that does not say that I put everything on auto-pilot and coast. It does take effort to walk the roads it brings before you somewhere and just plant roots and stay for the rest of my life.
Just listen to your heart, no matter how crazy it sounds sometimes. I guess that's my motto. Oh and, "Don't Panic".
Now I have lived a pretty interesting life. Holding many different jobs, gaining many different skills, and living in many different places. This is more difficult to type out than I thought it would be. Plainly put I have been a good person and I have been a bad person. I pay my karmic debt when I have erred and learn from all my experiences. One of the most important lessons I have learned through out life is to have little or no fear. It's fitting since my family's Coat of Arms is "Sans Crainte". I guess the few brushes with death made me take measure on my own mortality and drove me to be more passionate about life. I do my best not to hold back things I want to say to people, because anything may happen to them or myself and I don't want to let the good things to be left unsaid. Even simple comments change the course of fate.
There is a question that hangs in the air in front of us all, "Is it better to live a short life full of experiences, or a long life that is dull and boring? I'm not inclined to be immortal, haha. Maybe Fate brought me here for a specific reason? It's possible. I'm not going to discount this possibility. I don't have any truck with religion, but I am a firm believer in Fate. Now that does not say that I put everything on auto-pilot and coast. It does take effort to walk the roads it brings before you somewhere and just plant roots and stay for the rest of my life.
Just listen to your heart, no matter how crazy it sounds sometimes. I guess that's my motto. Oh and, "Don't Panic".