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well, prom was last night and it was pretty fun. went to the olive garden for dinner with like 30 people and then to prom. barbara b mann was nice. that whole setup was pretty sweet. i really dont have that much to say about the dance. the end was good. so after the dance, we all go to mikeys house and keg is popped. i didnt drink a whole lot at his house cuz i still had to take lindsay home and didnt want to mess with being drunk and trying to drive. thats just bad news. so there are a lot of people at mikey and we decide to go to kennys old rental. i take lindsay home and sneak her back out only to find that we are going to rotary park. so we go there for a while and i talked to ant about some shit. thanks bro. i dont know, we ended up at wendy's empty house and actually stayed there. i dont know. i definitely wasnt feeling the parties last night. i dont know i just felt really weird the whole night. i just kinda wandered about with a beer. it was like watching everything from behind a wall of glass. you still see everything and you know whats going on, but you really dont. whatever though. liindsay drove me and my car to her house at 3 something and then i just sat in the car in front of her house thinking about stuff. then i went and picked up ant. i drove bryan home too because he was a little stranded. anthony spent the night at my house. we walked in at like 430 and he left at 7. thats pretty much it. it was a fun night i guess.
it just sucks when you feel a certain way about a person and you care about them so much and it feels like theres nothing coming back; even though there might be but you cant see it or something. and you always get sucked right back in just because you care about them so much and you think there could always be a chance. thats pretty much me right there. thats what me and my beer thought about. thanks for talking to me ant.
but seriously, prom was fun. thanks for taking me lindsay