"proclamations are well and good but our love is louder than words"
Man I love that line. it makes me smile so hard.. and makes me heart yearn to be closer to gord's.
I slept terribly last night, I had a very difficult time relaxing and then didn't find it easy to fall asleep, and when i finally did, i left my light on, so i woke up two hours later by its light. then i had trouble falling asleep again, so i came out to the living room and watched tv for a bit [this was at 3am], fell asleep here, then woke up at 4 and moved back to bed, but then had trouble again falling asleep, but finally did then woke up for good at 7.20. I was feeling really anxious about school, and I shouldn't be allowed to watch 'law and order' when i'm feeling vulnerable because then i panick that i'm going to be broken-into and killed and then my mind wanders from there. hopefully, by putting it into writing, i'll realize how insane i'm being and will then stop. i hope i work like that...!
it's a gorgeous day today, and i get to only play with grant crap.
a toast to grant applications!
I slept terribly last night, I had a very difficult time relaxing and then didn't find it easy to fall asleep, and when i finally did, i left my light on, so i woke up two hours later by its light. then i had trouble falling asleep again, so i came out to the living room and watched tv for a bit [this was at 3am], fell asleep here, then woke up at 4 and moved back to bed, but then had trouble again falling asleep, but finally did then woke up for good at 7.20. I was feeling really anxious about school, and I shouldn't be allowed to watch 'law and order' when i'm feeling vulnerable because then i panick that i'm going to be broken-into and killed and then my mind wanders from there. hopefully, by putting it into writing, i'll realize how insane i'm being and will then stop. i hope i work like that...!
it's a gorgeous day today, and i get to only play with grant crap.
a toast to grant applications!