Aug 25, 2002 22:38
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Personal Daily Horoscope of Monday, 26 August 2002
for Anj, born 3 June 1974
Ending self-torture
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Valid during many months: For the majority of people this is a critical and exhausting influence, especially if they have avoided dealing with any long- standing problems with friends, loved ones, family or colleagues at work. Refusing to deal with such issues will inevitably lead to recurring fits of rage, power games or feelings of shame or helplessness. This will result in a decrease in energy and vitality, which merely prolongs the situation. These problems are far more likely to be caused by deep-lying psychological pain having its origin in childhood or adolescence than by the present circumstances. To overcome this you need to free yourself from the associated feelings of shame and guilt, in order to find a creative solution which such feelings have stood in the way of.
A tendency to keep destructive relationships going despite sensing that they are stopping you from fulfilling your potential is a sign that you are having difficulty letting go of any feelings of rejection and embarrassment you suffered in childhood. You probably have a painful lack of self-love and respect that is preventing you from finding the courage to end this state of self- torture.
The challenges and difficulties this influence brings will subtly force you to be more courageous and truthful, particularly when you feel vulnerable. Rather than relying on power and strength when dealing with others you should stay clear of all manipulative behavior. Confiding in someone you trust or withdrawing to meditate can help to create an environment in which you feel able to be totally authentic.
Transit selected for today (by user):
Chiron Square Pluto
activity period from 9 January 2002 to 30 October 2002.