so its been a while..
and i have to report nothing good. Well me and Jason are friends again..if you want to consider that 'good'. We still fight. He still hurts me. I still want to get him back. Repeat cycle. Umm Chris is in the Bahamas and I am so sick to my stomach over this and I shouldn't be. he is Jason's best friend. I shouldn't LIKE him like that. especially cause he treats me like dirt half the time. He is there with his friends and probably drinking and having a great time right now and not even thinking about me. it's stupid but that's how I feel.