Oct 12, 2006 16:16
how is it that everytime i post about how GREAT my life is it does like a sudden tailspin and isnt anymore?
so me and pat broke up last night... >.<
i pretty much told him he was a selfish asshole who was never gonna change... and he packed his shit and left...
of course tellin me he still loves me and didnt wanna go... but did anyways because its "easier" than staying and/or changing...
fuckin blah...
even my dog is sad... we both miss him..
good news is that im not hungry.. maybe ill lose all that comfort weight i gained when we got back together... =/
im so SICK of crying..
"keep breathing...hold on to me.. never let me go..."