YAY!
so last night i got the best present EVER! pat looked right in my eyes and said..."melissa..i love you..." adfdsfgfgdf!!!!! i melted >.<
i could feel his heart quicken after he said it...so i kissed all his fear and anxiety away... =)
ive never heard or said "i love you" for the first time while having sex. i must say its amazing... >.<
he said he didnt want anything to change just bc we'd finally said it. like he doesnt want things to get weird now. but what i dont think he realizes is things ALWAYS change after that... everything is just a little more serious...and the fact that we've both felt it for a while now but never said anything does change things...
my brain is SCREAMING that things are going too fast...that this is too much like before...
we looked at apartments last night...we saw a few that looked good. i asked him how it felt to be married... he said he loved it. >.<
this is all too perfect...TOO PERFECT I TELL YOU!!!
he keeps saying "im not like keith..." but if he only knew that keith used to be just like him....
everything is always good in the beginning...its if it STAYS that way that makes the difference.
♥
i could feel his heart quicken after he said it...so i kissed all his fear and anxiety away... =)
ive never heard or said "i love you" for the first time while having sex. i must say its amazing... >.<
he said he didnt want anything to change just bc we'd finally said it. like he doesnt want things to get weird now. but what i dont think he realizes is things ALWAYS change after that... everything is just a little more serious...and the fact that we've both felt it for a while now but never said anything does change things...
my brain is SCREAMING that things are going too fast...that this is too much like before...
we looked at apartments last night...we saw a few that looked good. i asked him how it felt to be married... he said he loved it. >.<
this is all too perfect...TOO PERFECT I TELL YOU!!!
he keeps saying "im not like keith..." but if he only knew that keith used to be just like him....
everything is always good in the beginning...its if it STAYS that way that makes the difference.
♥