well wow....

[cowsgomerrrr]

i got a new job. working the advertising for this auction firm. its pretty cool....BUT it takes up ALOT of my time. im here for like 9-10 hours a day and i get EXHAUSTED!!!
i gotta go to masshealth tomorrow to resubmit my health insurance application so i can get coverage to get the abortion. >.my least favorite thing to do now is wake up...bc for

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[xlala_fleurx]

...You're having an abortion?

[cowsgomerrrr]

yeah >.<
i CAN NOT have a baby right now...and all the circumstances are just fucked up//
i thought about it long and hard and realized THIS was the best choice.

[xlala_fleurx]

I understand. After i broke up with Andy i did actually think about an abortion, but couldn't go through with it.

You just have to do what you think is best.

I'm here if you need to talk.

[cowsgomerrrr]

well i thought about all the options and i ALMOST decided to keep the baby...but theres no way i can. i cant even take care of myself.
i didnt know you were preggers hunnie...how far along? <3

[xlala_fleurx]

Those were my thoughts at first(with me..not you!)

I broke up with Andy early last year..And now i have a beautiful daughter(5 months old.)

And i'm pregnant again(but it's a risk pregnancy..twins..and the doctors think there's a 30% chance i'll actually have a complete, un-complicated pregnancy..) and i'm 15 weeks gone.

We haven't spoken for ages...that's just about an update on everything.

[cowsgomerrrr]

oh my wow...thats unbelieveable!
i demand pictures!!!!!!!!
i think babies are adorable...
well the guy im dating is very supportive but im not gonna count on him being there forever and i cant do this by myself >.<
i enjoy my life too much the way it is now... =/
i hope everything works out with this pregnancy...twins..OH MY GOD...thats amazing!!

[xlala_fleurx]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v505/xLala_Fleurx/Ciana/8677a4ab.jpg
Ciana Rhiannon.

I didn't think Duncan would stick around..almost a year later, and he's still here.

[cowsgomerrrr]

OMG SO CUUUUUTE!!!!
yeah my guy swears he'll be here for me...but im not counting on anyone but myself.