bleh
so tomorrow would have been me and keiths 1 year anniversary.. bleh =/
im so sad.. wtf
and i had the chance to see him tonight and ignored melanies phone calls bc i thought i wasnt invited and i didnt wanna fight with her on her bday..
not that seeing him with karissa would make me feel any better..
oh well..
so im moving to alabama with matt and im gonna get him to marry me bc he loves me.. i got nothing better goin for me so im gonna go down there and settle down..
omg im such a loser.. teehee
i care about matt alot and i know me and him would be happy so this makes it alot easier of a decision..
but im moving far away from my whole family and friends... but i need to get away.. i need to stop doin what im doing.. drug wise.. and im never gonna stop here.. and matts gonna be there for me and help me out. so for my remaining month here imma do as many drugs as i can, but not too much that i die or anything..
but yea imma go try to sleep or something.. i dont know
im so sad.. wtf
and i had the chance to see him tonight and ignored melanies phone calls bc i thought i wasnt invited and i didnt wanna fight with her on her bday..
not that seeing him with karissa would make me feel any better..
oh well..
so im moving to alabama with matt and im gonna get him to marry me bc he loves me.. i got nothing better goin for me so im gonna go down there and settle down..
omg im such a loser.. teehee
i care about matt alot and i know me and him would be happy so this makes it alot easier of a decision..
but im moving far away from my whole family and friends... but i need to get away.. i need to stop doin what im doing.. drug wise.. and im never gonna stop here.. and matts gonna be there for me and help me out. so for my remaining month here imma do as many drugs as i can, but not too much that i die or anything..
but yea imma go try to sleep or something.. i dont know