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[cowsaysroar]

i cant stand this.

how many months have you been haunting me for now?

nine.

and to think its never going to stop.

if i could quit and hit rock bottom i would, but i'm responsible.

and i need this band to pick up off the ground. for my mind's sake.

all you left me with is this song and it plagues my soul

at least i never walk alone.

i'm losing it. living.

i said something today i wish i would never say in my life, but i did.

"i'm sick of this day in day out shit"

tyler's words coming out of my mouth.

i cant write in here like this.

unwanted attention.