Apr 06, 2005 15:40
I feel so relaxed right now. I'm not sure why. Maybe its because I quit track. Maybe its because its the first time this year that its over 70 degrees out. Maybe its because I got a 79 on a project I thought I would fail. Whatever the reason, I feel like skipping. Maybe even doing a few cartwheels.
However, despite how pretty it is outside, that doesn't mean I'm going to slack off. Oh no. Starting now, right now, as soon as I hit the "Post Entry" button on my lovely Semagic program that lets me post to LJ without opening an internet window, I'm puttinf my beat foot forwards. And I'm stepping on it, too.
All year I've been slacking. All year I've been under so much stress and BSing my way through everything. Why? Because I can. But not anymore. I still can, but I'm not going to anymore. I'm going to try. I'm going to work my ass off and get my grades back to where they were in 6th grade--straight As. I told Danny that I'm going to get an A in history 4th marking period, and he laughed. Well you know what? Come the end of the year, I'm going to be laughing in his face and jumping around squealing. Because I'm going to get an A. Not only in history.... in e v e r y t h i n g. No exceptions; no excuses, no BS, and no more last minute projects. I'm going to do everything in my power to succeed. And I'm going to do it too, because I think I can.
I know you guys can, too. I believe in you guys way more than I believe in myself... go for it. I'm going to quote Zyg(what am I on? Quoting the track Nazi? Am I out of my mind?!): Raise your arm(come on, you KNOW you want t). Raise it as high as you can(you can do it!). Now raise it higher(see? I told you so!). Go for it. Don't stop until you've reached you best. And when you've reached your best, go beyond your best. Why? Because I know you can.
I <3 you all a ton and I really really really hope that you can make things work for yourselves. Now, off to do that homework that I never do.
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