Why?

Jun 06, 2005 23:53

Today made me feel alone and overburdened. I've got a long way to go before I'm comfortable working at Hanson Mold. I feel I've done some pretty tough engineering for a highschool student, but this is out of my league. I'm working with guys who were in highschool when I was born. The assembled drawings they've got there make my phone look like a horseshoe.

Oh, and though I woke up over an hour early to get ready for work, I was late because I forgot to bring my papers (and was sent home)... then even more late because I didn't pick up my social security card on my second trip.

And then I come home to nobody. Everyone was gone doing their thing. Even when I go to Lindsey's, nobody is around. So... I have two hours to kill, sitting at Burger King. Oh, I went to Game Crazy. Drew Sarola *sp* works there now. Yay?

Later there are more problems, but they're mine to handle.

I still keep slipping toward engineering. I used to want to do it, but I figured well in advance that I'd like something more creative. But, I lazily slip into the "easiest" route. I'm going to be working a desk job for a very long time.

Days are going to be monotonous this Summer. Days at Hanson, nights at Lindsey's. I don't think I can live this way for long. Something's missing.
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