What's that? A stop sign?
I need a moment to catch up with myself. Life is so different from what it was last year. Or... even different from what I had inticipated at the beginning of the year. Hell, my life's changing on a weekly basis. Days are quickly ticking by... and I don't want to leave anything in the dust. I've got the strange feeling that I'm forgetting something. Maybe even forgetting myself.
My perspective seems to be evolving continually... well, more like "mutating." Evolve seems to connotate that it gets better, hah. No... I don't know if I'm getting better. I've experienced more this year than any other, however. It's like watching an anime series on DVD rather than TV, I suppose. Perhaps I look so forward to tomorrow, that I forget yesterday...
Is there anyone that feels I have a better life? Would they feel the same if they knew all of it? Am I too critical of myself?
Today was all over the board! I have so much to think about. I wouldn't have my life any other way though... I love my current situation, and I love challenge.
I just need to be consious when I live my life. I need to keep both eyes open and realize what's happening. I can't let the good slip away with the bad. I can't get too comfortable, set my standards too high, and allow what was once "mediocre" to tear me apart.
My perspective seems to be evolving continually... well, more like "mutating." Evolve seems to connotate that it gets better, hah. No... I don't know if I'm getting better. I've experienced more this year than any other, however. It's like watching an anime series on DVD rather than TV, I suppose. Perhaps I look so forward to tomorrow, that I forget yesterday...
Is there anyone that feels I have a better life? Would they feel the same if they knew all of it? Am I too critical of myself?
Today was all over the board! I have so much to think about. I wouldn't have my life any other way though... I love my current situation, and I love challenge.
I just need to be consious when I live my life. I need to keep both eyes open and realize what's happening. I can't let the good slip away with the bad. I can't get too comfortable, set my standards too high, and allow what was once "mediocre" to tear me apart.