This is NOT going well
I'm almost done for the week and for some reason I cannot get myself to do this work. I don't want to. I've been bullshitting all night about these assignments. I'd rather do anything else.
The thing that's so hard is that I have two (well if you count the reading I don't plan to do for class, then 3) things I need to turn in for the same class. So I have to worry about this paper and the presentation all at once. The paper is hard because she gives us really vague topics so that, in her mind, we have more space to give our own analysis. I'm over it. Tell me what to write about and i'll make it happen. But the fact I have to sit here and not only read this bullshit I don't care about but form an opinion that makes me seem like a care about it...is just NOT going to happen right now.
It's 9:54...and so far other than looking at my notes and readings a bit, I haven't done anything. I don't want to do it and I swear if I didn't need this class, I probably wouldn't. I'm not going for an A here, I'm going for passing work.
God. I have one month of classes left and five weeks (from today) until graduation. It's to the point where I need to do this so I can cross that finish line.
Expect several updates at all hours of the night tonight.